Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. |
Tuesday, 30 April 2013, 10:22 pm
what a shitty day today has been. right from the moment i stepped out of my house, nothing seemed to be going my way.had a paper today so i decided to head to school earlier. as such i left the house about an hour and a half before the start of the exam (i usually take about half an hour to get to school) but only reached school five minutes after the start, all thanks to the bus. and the paper was kinda difficult (well at least to me). it came to the point where "heck i just want to pass this paper. i just hope i can pass it" and proceeded to draw all kinds of random stuffs though i doubt it made any sense. and i really hate this attitude of mine, this "i just want to pass the damn exam" attitude. i know it is not the right way to learn. i know i should always strive for excellence. and then i would give myself the same old lame excuse of having no time and whatnot. and then start having regrets, "i should have done this", "i shouldn't have done that" blah blah. yes it is annoying and i hate myself for it. i have to change. i need to change. i need to get rid of this habit of procrastination and fully focus when it comes to studies. i am easily distracted especially when my Mac is turned on in front of me on my desk (like right now now now, ugh!). after all it is my own education and how much effort i put in is entirely up to me. then again, what has happened has already happened. time to look forward, to move on. Portfolio due on Thursday, Climate paper on Friday and Year 1 in NUS ends. got. to. focus. Monday, 29 April 2013, 7:14 pm
yes so here i am blogging, after several years of being inactive, on the eve of my first exam paper of Year 1 Semester 2 in NUS. yep so exams start tomorrow but i honestly do not feel the pressure and stress. well it is not that i don't care about studies it is just that, i don't have this urgency in me. something's wrong. i want to do well of course. okay maybe it seems that the exams don't have such a huge weightage or that it just pales in comparison in the intensity of preparing for a design critique session.okay anyway i got to stop procrastinating and get back to studying. need to motivate myself. oh, and brush up on my English and fitness. (thank goodness the exams this semester are not heavy on writing.) |
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