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Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Sunday, 30 November 2008, 8:15 pm

i'm back from Batam! and so are we (((:

and i'm off to Mawai tmr. its somewhere in Johor. hmm. hope it'll be a fun camp! gonna blog about Batam and Mawai when i come back on thursday i guess.

I never thought that I could be so satisfied,
Every time that I look in your angel eyes.
A shock inside me that words just can't describe,
And there's no explaining.
There's something in the way you move, I can't deny,
Every word from your lips is a lullaby.
A twist of fate makes life worth while,
You are gold and silver. Ha. Ha. Ha.

I said I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn't gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
And I just can't let you go,
I can't lose this feeling.

These precious moments, we have so few,
Let's go far away, where there's nothing to do but play.
You shown to me that my destiny's with you,
And there's no explaining.
Lets fly so high, will you come with me tonight?
In your dress, I confess, you’re the source of light.

The way you shine in the starry skies,
You are gold and silver.

I said I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn't gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
And I just can't let you go,
I can't lose this feeling.

A twist of fate makes life worth while,
You are gold and silver. Ha. Ha. Ha.

I said I wasn't gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn't gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I said i wasn't gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn't gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.

And I just can't let you go.

Monday, 24 November 2008, 9:54 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE TOH YI HUI!!

Saturday, 22 November 2008, 5:57 pm

humph. i'm becoming more and more emo. i dont want to get to that stage, again. no no, not again.

anyway. dinner later with sisters and matthias! yay

and and, Batam trip next weeeeeek

Thursday, 20 November 2008, 1:29 pm

match against UWCSEA later. hmm. gotta leave sooooooon.

So let me go and you will find someone

Tuesday, 18 November 2008, 9:11 pm

class BBQ yesterday was the best! foodfoodfood. charcoal. fire. cameras. photographs. i'm so glad everything worked out fine. i love you people (((:

stayover was great toooo. Val, Debbie, Denise, Donna & Jityong. mahjong. texas hold'em!

we got kinda hungry so we left at about 1.30am and walked to Rail Mall. the path there was somehow especially foggy which is pretty scary. Donna cabbed home. the rest of us had prata. benchiong joined us. headed home. texas hold'em again!

after that, jit and i couldnt take it. went to sleep while the rest played mahjong. hahaha.

woke up only to realise that everyone left. went back to sleep.

hmm. out today. lunch with Cherlywong. and then pool with Mao. hahaha. whoa Cheryl is the new pool superstar!

Mao left for home. Cheryl went for training. i headed for suntec to find... Natweeee! (cause she's working at bookfest there) ah Nat, arranging the books isnt so bad like child labour lah. at least you get paid you know hahaha

also went to find Lena working at Fox! hahahaha

headed home and had a good sleep on the bus.

i'm so bored at home now cause its only dad mum and i

i hope you're alright. i really hope you are.

Friday, 14 November 2008, 12:47 pm

crap i've been tagged. omg 70 questions?!?!

1.How many texts are in your inbox?
374

2.When did your last hug take place?
hmm. i can't remember

3. Are you a jealous person?
jealous as in what? if its jealous of other people's possessions then, nope

4.Are you tired right now?
nopee

5.Do you chew on your straws
Yeah, bad habit. haha

6.Have you ever been called a tease?
um i think so?

7.Do you like to cuddle?
yeah i guess

8.Do you cry easily?
not really

9.Are you a heavy sleeper?
yeahhh

10.Where is your cellphone?
In front of me!

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
yesss

12.Are you mad at someone right now?
nope

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no

14.What makes you laugh out loud?
eh. lots of stuff.

15.Who was the last person you talked to?
talked to verbally? would be my dad. on msn, ying lun.

16.Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
can name 2? haha. daryongshiwei and jeremytanwaikit!

17.Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
nopeee

18.Will you get married?
depends on whether anyone wants to marry me in the first place. hahaha

19.When was the last time you smiled?
erm. i dont know!

20.Does anyone like you?
nah, i dont think so

21.Do you secretly like someone?
nope

22.Who was the first person you talked to today?
grandma!

23.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
eh. my besties from sji. hmm. and a couple of others

24.What are you NOT looking forward to?
A levels next year

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
yeah

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
take out my phone and take a photograph. hahahhahha. just kidding. i would just walk away

27.Are you a forgiving person?
yeah. forgive and forget

28.What's something you really want right now?
an ipod hahahaha

29.Do you fall for people easily?
maybe.

30.Have you ever fallen for your best friend's exes ?
nopeeee

31.What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
fried noodles from breakfast just now

32.Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
michell gwee and michelle wong! HAHA nopeeee!

33.Who was the last person you drove with?
Colin's dad!

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
1am. hmm. watching tv

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
hell yeah. definitely

36.Do you prefer to call or text?
text. hahaha.

37.When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
one week ago

38.Who took your profile picture?
erm. the friendster profile picture is taken by Denise. msn is by... i dont know cause its a picture of borat!

39.Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Val

40.Can you live a day without TV?
yeahhh

41.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
cheeks

42.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
kinda good. but my legs are still aching a bit

43.Who was the last person you took a picture of?
i can't remember!

44.How often do you see your ex?
erm?

45.Would you ever donate blood?
yeah

46.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yeah

47.Do you want someone dead?
nope

48.What does your last text message say?
"hahaha you retard. hmm. Anyway, what did Denise say? "

50.What are you thinking about right now?
sarah! who's in Cebu. i hope she's alright

51.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
nope

52.What time did you go to sleep last night?
1am

53.Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
can't remember.

54.Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah.

55.Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
erm. i think so. was in there for less than a minute i think hahaha

56.Who was the last person to text you?
Val

57.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
nopeeee

58.What are you listening right now?
Holiday by Boys Like Girls

59.Did you sing at all today?
yeah

60.When's the last time you cried?
fucking same question

61.Who were you with yesterday?
hockey team!

62.Do you miss anyone?
not really

63.Who was the last person in your bed?
erm. my dad

64.Have you ever drank with your number one?
whats number one?

65.If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
erm yeah haha

66.Do you want someone you can't have?
nope

67.When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
talked to Sarah last night. dajie, sunday i think

68.Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
on my bed, sleeping!

69.Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Nope. :D

70.Do you want to tell someone something?
not really i think

Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?
your mum. jeremy. daryl. naren. ying lun. belmond. hahahaha

Wednesday, 12 November 2008, 8:26 pm

i dont know why but i feel moody today. humph.

even a Zinger burger didnt help.

speaking of burgers, i think Burger King's quad burger looks extremely good. i want to try it sooooon

omg, 6 patties! ownage i tell you

hockey match tmr against UWC. i hope it'll be a great game.

its been raining really heavy. rainrainrain

i'm gonna have a good sleep tonight.

Tuesday, 11 November 2008, 1:14 pm

let's start from friday. hmm.

back to school to get final results (promo+midyears combined). um did quite okay? yeah. but Denise, Donna, Gareth & Eric can't promote. along with a few of my other friends from other classes. and the worst part is that there are NO SUPPLEMENTARY PAPERS and NO PROVISIONAL PROMOTION just because OUR BATCH IS SMARTER. WTF?? i mean, what stupid reason is that? i think that's utter rubbish seriously. some people can't promote cause they miss by one grade or worse, by one mark to jump a grade. what the heck man. omg, can someone knock some sense into the principal pleaseeeee.

anyway. after school was down to town with classmates. hanged around for a while before heading to The Cathay to watch Quantum of Solace with daryl, jeremy, ying lun, shawn and zi xiang! yay so great to catch up with them again hahahaha. hmm. the movie was okay? um. half the time i didnt know what was going on cause there were so much talking and suddenly new characters kept coming up. eh. but the Sony Ericsson phone which Daniel Craig was using is damn cooool. i want it! and eh, the Bond girl ain't hot at all. hmm overall i would give the moive 3.5 out of 5 stars.

after the movie was cards, cards and more cards from dhoby ghaut underground pass to paradiz macs hahaha. asshole daidee and bridgeeee. afterwhich, daryl and slut left early. ying lun and shawn went with their friends to NYP for training? haha.

jeremy and i then walked to marina square. freaking hot i tell you hahaha. walked around suntec and marina square. talking about anything under the sun. looking at stuff. hmm. bus home and yeah. that ends the day i guess.

saturday was spent doing almost nothing. church in the afternoon. and at about like 5.30pm, Naren told me there was a gig at 7pm outside Bukit Timah Shopping Centre and Paolo's band is playing! sounds cool so heck yeah, bathed, dinnered and headed down. hmm. they were not bad. haha. met the 2 Marcus and Belmond and Jaslin and some people from CJ.

left at about eight to jeremy (yeung)'s house to watch arsenal-manu. great game. but it wasn't man united's day. ah well. went home disappointed. haha.

sunday was church in the morning which dajie drove us to church. lunch and then street soccer at Singapore Poly with church friends. great fun. hmm. dajie came to fetch me home. rushed and went for math tuition. damn shit.

yesterday was great fun. but damn rain. humph. hockey match in the morning at NYP was cancelled. rain was tremendously heavy. walked around NYP. the place is hugeee. hmm. left and headed to vivo to meet classmates and friends! (val, debbie, grace, DENISELOHMINER, clarine, vera, naren, changyi, raymond, yuheng, keane, ryan&weiliang)

headed to sentosa! gareth joined us later. played frisbee. dog&bone. captain's ball. played water. take photos and all. hmm. washed up and jityong came when we were leaving. ah man ):
and the funny thing was, when we came it was raining and we left when the rained stop hahahaha.

dinner at Marche which i didnt buy anything. haha but i still kop food from grace and val. maybe next time i should go out and eat with them more often cause most of the time they cant finish their food. hahahhaha. kidding!

cards cards and more cards. yay. hmm. bus home which i had a good sleeeep.

and last night was one shit night. everything's so cooped up in my head i was about to burst. damnit, mum you're fucking irritating. stop trying to fucking control my life. i'm 17 years old and i know what to do. fuck you. i hope you're reading this. i really hope you do.

my body clock is getting screwed up. i sleep at 12plus 1am and wake up 11hours later

stop being lazy

Friday, 7 November 2008, 9:34 pm

it ends today. it ends tonight

what is left of you are just memories.
they will stay on forever
all the things you did.
all the things you said.
all the times we spent together.
they are now memories.

sure, i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you teasing me.
i miss talking on the phone with you.
i miss texting you, not caring if i exceeded my limit or not.
i miss the warmth of your hands.
i miss holding you close by my side and telling you everything's okay.
i miss your words of encouragement.
i miss your hugs.
i miss your kisses.

i miss you.

let's move on.

Thursday, 6 November 2008, 10:54 pm

PW officially end today!!! yes i'm so so happy! i'm so glad for my group. i think we did a fabulous job. well done guys! looks like the months of hard work and meetings and interviews and stay-back-after-school to discuss and gossiping (AHEM, girls) paid off!

tmr is the release of promotional results. or rather, our confirmed overall results. i'm sure everyone would be promoted. pleasepleaseplease.

hmm. Quantum of Solace tmr with the guys. hopefully i can make it for the 12.45 show. ah damnit. tmr's thingy better end early early.

and i've been tagged by Val, Grace and Naren to do some stupid quiz damnit. always like that lah! hahaha

1. Do you have secrets?
um. yeah i guess.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
hell yeah (:

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
mmhmm yupp!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
smart move Naren, i would do the same! but i'll maybe you 60% to invest! and save the rest. spending only on what i need. oh, and donating to charities and giving some to my siblings and parents!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
i doubt so. i think its really hard.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone

7. Who do you idolise?
no one but Jesus (:

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
commit suicide. hahahaha. nopedy. just move on

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
you. and PW is over!

10. Do you have any regrets?
nope. i try to live my life without any regrets. but its hard though

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
10 years older, definitely.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family. friends. you

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor.

14. What is your favourite colour?
greeeeen

15. Would you give all in a relationship?
yeah

16. What would you do if someone whom you hate ask for your forgiveness?
well. i'll forgive

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yupyup

18. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
shit this's a hard one. hmmm... i'll tell you another day hahahaha

19. 6 people I have tagged:
jeremy
daryl
ying lun
belmond
natweeeee
mao

Sunday, 2 November 2008, 8:30 pm

yesterday was quite a great day. chem tuition at Caravan. Alex was there! haha. we talked a lot, as usual. and i think the teacher doesnt like us cause we talked too much. haha.

homed. and watched Enemy Of The State with Mum&Dad! it was great cause it had been a while since we watched a movie together. anyway, the movie was excellent. Will Smith and Gene Hackman were FABULOUS.

oh oh. and on TV was also this ABBA greatest songs countdown. haha damn nice! i love SOS. haha. old is gold. hmm!

www.hotel626.com ! go play it!

i'm sleeeeepy. i need chocolates.

and a box of 20 chicken McNuggets.

Saturday, 1 November 2008, 12:33 pm

2 nights out for dinner was great fun! (but burnt a hole in my wallet)

well. anyway.

thursday night out was with Jeremy, Daryl, Ying Lun and Shawn! my bestest buds. you guys rock my world! (:

hmm. Met up with jeremy first. hanged around taka with manda and her friends. eh. we spent like almost 2hours in taka! well, at least we had a massive catch up session and a great talk (: thanks brudder.

Waited till about eight cause the other 3 of them had training. teppanyaki for dinner! whoa beef with chilli damn shiok bo! hahaha. after dinner was cardscardscards! sat outside ngee ann city there to play cards. i think we're officially some card-crazy gang. anyway. asshole tai-dee! asshole revolution siol.. plus. 99! whoo my favourite game, now. but walau, always kill me first. idiotttt!

after cards fun, time to go home. rawr. bid farewell to Daryl. bus with jeremy, ying lun and shawn. haha. 190 wait for 54 minutes... hmm! and. TRANS island bus at the bus stop ah.

all in all, it was a great night! hope to see you guys soon again! (:

friday night was out with classmatesssssss. Val, Debbie, Denise, Jit Yong and Pok! wanted to eat at newton but change to cafe cartel then change to pizza hut. in the end, settled for pastamania. damnit wasted my money on the pizza. sucks ttm. ugh. next time, just eat hawaiian luh rooo. hahah.

um. cards after that. asshole tai dee and bridge. hmm. bus with jityong. yes Denise, we're gaysssssss ttm! haha. anyway. good talk on the bus with jit (: thanks.

the night ended on a high. but imma bit tired. humph.

bloooddrunk is damn niceeee. listening to the album for.. the 5th time. only!

okay quiz time...

Name 20 people you can think of right now:

1. Jeremy tan wai kit
2. Daryl ong shi wei
3. Su Ying lun
4. Shawn yeo
5. Val
6. Debbie
7. Grace
8. Tan Chien ming
9. Huang Jun jie
10. Wolin Cong
11. Ang Jit yong
12. Sheryl Yeo
13. Cheryl Wong
14. Naren
15. Belmond Lee
16. Denise
17. Donna
18. Lizanne
19. Jerome Mao
20. Yu Heng

How did you meet #4? Shawn
sji 335 (2006), 435 (2007) ! take-bus-home-together + soccer buddy. (haha this sounds gay)

What would you be if u never met #1? Jeremy
whoa! then... i wont be so racist. hahahaha! okay honestly, i'll be sad!

What if #9 and #20 dated? Jun Jie and Yu Heng
Very nice! Wow!

Describe #3. SU YING LUN!
you're one funny guy! you rock man!

Is #8 attractive? TAN CHIEN MING!
HAHA. yessssss. when he throws the discus, the girls go wild!

Describe #7 Grace
blur. hahaha. okay lah. she's nice!

Do you know any of #12 family members? Sheryl Yeo
uh nopedy!

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you? Lizanne
HAHAHA. no way man! she's got a boyfriend already!

What language does #15 speak? Belmond
English! and chinese too. ah, chinese pro !

Who is #9 going out with? Jun Jie
i dont know!

How old is #16? Denise
17 years old but has a brain of the 2 year old. hahahaha

When is the last time you spoke to #13? Cheryl Wong!
hmm... thursday!

Who is #2's fav. band/singer? Daryl ong!
MLTR! or. we the kings. ah, his music library got 10000+ songs omg

Would you ever date #4? Shawn
of course! hahaha

Would you date #1? Jeremy
hell yeah! gay forever ttm!

Is #19 single? Jerome Mao
i'm not sure!

What is #10 last name? Wolin Cong
Cong? Wong? Sheng Lin. hahaha

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? Jit yong
Hahahaha. we're gay so, yes!

School of #3? Ying Lun!
SA!

Where does #6 live? Debbie
Eunos! so.. far....

What is your favourite thing about #5? Val
haha! everything (:

Would you think of killing #14? Naren!
yeah man, all the time. hahaahah kidding lah bro!

Tag 5 people
Jeremy
Daryl
Naren
Belmond
Natweeeee

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